The Hobbitt's View!
When I close me eyes and let the words flow, I create images I never knew I could. My Mind takes me to places I have never seen before! :D
June 11, 2013
One Year In....and going strong!
I joined on April 5, 2012 and I arrived here at about noon that day. The two girls that picked me up from the bus station were very kind to me and it made me very happy! I started working shortly after I got here, as a matter of fact, it was right after lunch that they taught me how to make phone calls, use the database and how to serve. :D
Thinking back to my first tour on the road, I remember how home sick I was. I had already been here for a couple of months, and wasn't quite sure how I would adapt to life on the road, but then I met my team. :D There were 6 others on my team...two other girls and 4 guys. I was so stinking nervous...until I got to our first church! I got to be with the team, minister to inner-city kids, and I got to have a blast and travel the country!
I have had many more opportunities like that since then. I have had a wide variety of jobs since I've been here as well. I have had the privilege of being a Booker--I planned out the routes the team would take on the road, wrote out directions, and set up time limits. Also, as a Booker, I would make phone calls to pastors to set up bookings which are planned stays and services.
Fundraiser--I was in charge of selling T-shirts and finding creative ways to raise money for the team.I had to learn how to organize a merchandise table and to get rid of the inventory.
Financier--It is my responsibility to manage all the money that comes through the team. I make sure that our budget is reasonable and that we keep to it. I make sure we have enough to feed ourselves, to put fuel in the vans, and to take care of our other needs.
And Finally......
Coordinator--I am responsible for an entire team. I preach at services, I lead the team, I am, for lack of better words, the Pastor of the team. I am responsible for making sure my team is taken care of. Not only all of these, but I am like the Mother of the team.
When I get in the van and drive out of Cleveland Tn, I will be returning to the place where my travel days began. Tulsa OK! I'm super excited to share that experience with a new crew of New Lifers.
I'm getting prepared to go out on another adventure, with another group of awesome young folk!! I'm super excited and ready to go share the gospel!!
February 21, 2011
Music and Love and Such
So the music was awesome, if I can remember correctly, these are all the artists that were there, and in no particular order:
Jason Castro, Chris August, New Song, Sidewalk Prophets, KJ-52, Kutless, RED, Newsboys, David Crowder Band, Francesca Battistelli
This concert was about the best one I had ever attended, I'm not saying it was better, and I'm not saying it wasn't better. I had gone to see Celtic Thunder last year, and it was an experience you had to go through to fully understand. God has blessed me with the abilities to go and see these artists, and because of that, I must believe that He loves me. This pushes me into my next observation, the Love that God has shown me is making me grow as a young lady and as a Christian.
God must really be preparing me for something ahead in my future. It seems that everytime I turn around there is another opportunity for me to grow. There is something there to reward me, something there to teach me, and there is always something there that is going to put me through the refiners fire again. I have just been rewarded with Winter Jam. Now I am entering the learning portion of my blessings. I got to help lead worship Sunday night, the 20th. Not to toot my own horn, but if I am going to be singing and leading God's people into an intamate place with him, I am going to have to learn to go there too. I am gonig to have to be more contientious of the things I do and say. I also am going to have to get some confidence in myself.
I don't think I have a great voice, I don't even think it's good, but I have been told by many, (excluding my family and friends that don't want to hurt my feelings) that I have a very unique voice, and that I am talented. Okay, I know I am talented, I can write, act, and dance...even though I am fat. Lol. But having the skill and talent to sing, that is just one gift I don't think I posses, but apparently I do. So to teach me, God is pulling me out of my comfort zone and putting me in front of a microphone, (where I am the most TERRIFIED!) Not only is this a learning season, this is a fire season. I know I am going to be bombarded with things that are not of God, I am going to have to put up my shield and press through. I am going to have to climb the mountain, go through the valley, and come out knowing that I achieved a goal that God wanted me to achieve.
The such part of it all though, would have to be that God is loving me, and blessing me and my music, I am going to have to see what the Love and Music is doing at the end of this journey. Music may be one of my biggest passions in life. God blessed me with the ability to read music, so therefore I can learn to play guitar and piano. I have both, a keyboard and a lovely little guitar. NOW, if only I had the time and patience to learn to play them. Well actually, I need a power cord so I can play the piano, and I think I am going to buy an electric guitar off of my best friends little sister. It's brand new, only been tinkered on twice! Great deal ya know! Lol
Okay enough of my rambling, gotta go before these girls kill me for pecking on the keyboard. I'm using the computer lab computers, so the typing is very loud and nervewracking ! LOL!! XD
Love and Peace,
Hobbitt
February 8, 2011
Being Analytical
February 7, 2011
My Personal Haunting
February 6, 2011
Oh, How I Hate Valentines Day
January 3, 2011
The Perfect Fire
I watch your every move.
Slow, careful, precise-you make no mistakes as to where you want each log.
This is why I love you.
You know what you want, and you make no mistakes in trying.
As you stack the logs and light the match, I wonder how you chose me.
I know what made me choose you, I know exactly what it was.
Out of nowhere, I realized what was in front of me.
Your laughter, your voice, you loving tone,
The hugs, the kisses, the nights on the phone.
The smiles, the dimples, the holding of hands,
The music, the fun, the future plans.
The dates, the times, the moments shared with you,
The ball games, the beach days, the rainy days too.
I should have seen it sooner, but I am glad it took so long.
You are the harmony to my heart’s song.
You look back at me, and I see that smile of yours,
Grinning, planning, something precious, I’m sure.
The fire is lit, you walk over to me and sit.
You take my hand, hold it tenderly, and whisper “I love you.”
I loose my breath and start to cry,
that’s when your true colors show.
You wrap me up in your arms, hold me, love me, say again!
You kiss my face, forehead, cheeks, chin, lips.
You say it again, “I LOVE YOU” and I whimper,
Softly, my voice is cracking, my hands start to quiver.
I look into your eyes, I see it, it’s there, you really do, Love me.
This is the first time I have heard those words come out of your mouth.
I look up at you once more, I try to speak,
then you say, “I Love you More.”
I think in my head, “How did you know?”
You sigh, “Your face gave you away.”
In this sweet moment, I now realize,
he knows, and it’s returned. I am free.
I can fall, and I know you will fall with me,
to catch me, to be with me.
You look in my eyes, and say it again,
“I Love You.”
I love that word, “Love,” the way rolls off your lips.
Then, to my surprise, you say to me,
“The day is not over, I have something to say,”
I’m searching for something, I don’t know what, but I look.
You stand up, press “Play” on the remote, take my hand, and we dance.
The most beautiful songs about love, hearts, being together forever,
You stop swaying with me, you drop down on one knee,
You look up as you pull a box out of your pocket,
You hide it so I can’t see, and then you ask,
“Wilt thou Marry Me?”
As a solemn tear falls, I nod, vigorously,
“Yes” I manage to get past my quivering lips.
You open the box, and inside,
sit’s the most precious stone I had ever seen.
Small, dainty, beautiful, and made just for me.
You slipped the ring on my hand,
and told me every thing that you had planned for our future.
My heart was becoming overwhelmed with joy.
You said you wanted children, many children, and a home in the country,
You said you wanted to take care of me.
Everything I had dreamed for, you wanted.
I had never told you my dreams, at least, not these.
“I LOVE YOU” You shout one more time.
I say it back, slowly, softly, tenderly.
Like the fire you had built up, the night was shaping beautifully.
All of this, from just three words, simple ones at that.
“I Love You,” so powerful, so honest,
This night turned out amazing,
For this, I am Glad.