When I first step into a new place surrounded by new people, I am the shiest and quietest person you will ever meet. My friends will tell you I am crazy, and they are only half correct. I am very carefree and out there. I'm not your average girl. If you were to compare me to other girls my age, you would see that we are so different.
I am part of a traveling Drama ministry, and I have the chance to share my testimony with many young ladies and I have been able to show some light on lives as well. I may not have the most awesome story, but I guarantee that I have something to say. The more I am here with this ministry, the more I learn about myself. I enjoy being able to share with the world. God has done so much for me in my life. God has shown me so much love and grace, and He has been so merciful to me. I have grown so much through the trials and changes, that when God releases me from NLDC...I won't have to worry about what will happen, because I know GOD will take care of me.
Where most girls my age are willing to have one-night-stands, or just willingly give up their bodies to their temporary boyfriends/boy toys, I am happier making the guy wait. I know, "Oh my gawd, she's a virgin whining..." No, you are wrong. I am not a whining virgin, I am a truthful woman. I have messed up in the past, this time, I want to do it the right way. I am not a virgin, but there is no shame in being one either. I wish I would have waited. I have learned that you can not seek love through sex, it will just bring you pain. You aren't filling that void in your life, your just putting a band-aid over a gaping wound.
Now, I am a girl who is trying to live by God's rules. I love Jesus, and he is number one in my life. I am not the kind of person to shove religion down any persons throat. I do have my own set of rules and standards. I know exactly what I want in a relationship, and if 98% of those needs are not met, then I don't feel I should waste my time. I have not had very many relationships in my life, and that is okay with me. I know that I learned something from every single one of them. I learned how to laugh and be myself around the one I like, I learned that communication is everything, I learned that having respect for the other is great and when you are respected, you can be something even better...I could go on and on.
Now that you know a little bit about me...lets hear about you!!
